Trying new things

so, last night I went out on a Meetup thing. Not even sure what to call it. It wasn't terrible, but ... that's a lie. It was awful. Super awkward. The only good thing I took away from it is a new group to Jon. For running. And the the fact that one of the people I was talking to does half marathons. And she runs/walks them. And she isn't nearly as fit as I keep envisioning myself. And there was an article on fb last night, (fb? Maybe USA pray.) but it said that if you don't have the right idea while trying to get fit, you won't. Apparently you have to be in the right frame of mind to get, getting fit won't help your mind. This may be harder than I thought.