These shin splints are killing me. I've been trying to figure out how to stretch the muscle. I found a very nice Marine in the weight room this evening (cause I worked out a second time today), and he gave me a stretch to try. I am so out of shape that I'm having trouble doing it. But, I'm doing what I can. The front of my shins are rock hard though so I feel slightly better. But not better enough.
I will switch my workouts though. Less treadmill, which apparently is easy for me now, and on to the bike which made me sore, and the elliptical. Which I find difficult to work. I guess I need to start researching gyms now. I really could use some direction on this and a trainer would be the best way to go. I just have to find the courage to go into a huge gym where I am going to be crazy self conscious about the way I look.
This is a terrible version, but All I Need has been on constant rotation on my music lately. It makes me yearn for something, but I'm not sure what that is right now. Well, I have an idea. I want to be pinned to the wall and be kissed until I lose my breath.
I'm not sure what to do about Shawshank. I find that I'm constantly editing what I tell him. I don't think he wants to hear all of the dirty in my head, which isn't exactly directed at him. He gets prissy when I text him stuff like that. I think I'm going to have to pull back from him a bit. I'm not sure if he is trying to abide by what I originally want which is to not tease each other to a frenzy and he's gone over to the lollipop side, or if he just is that uncomfortable with those discussions. If he's that uncomfortable maybe the experiment is a bust. Or, maybe I just let it go and I fake my friendship with him and let him tell me to keep my chin up and all the other cliche shit he's been giving me lately.
My favorite Bonamassa song is this one. It isn't the best version, I love the version from his live album, A New Day Yesterday Live.
I have to shop for some new music now. I'm out of work your ass off and be grateful for it music.
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