Hiccups

I am missing the oddest things: a bottle of hydrogen peroxide, my cookie cookbook, all of my little Bluetooth speakers, the bathroom cleaning supplies. It is like she randomly pushed things into a bag, decided I did not need them any longer. I'm not sure I understand and I'm not sure I have to, but it is still odd. Odd to go look for something, tear the house up and know that I cannot ask anyone where it is. The cats aren't answering and neither is she.
Meanwhile, she hasn't gotten her mail forwarded. Daily reminders that I'm missing someone in the house.  Is it stuff I can throw away? Stuff to keep? Just a slap in my face?

In other news, my tenant in my indiana house has given notice. More bills that I didn't need. Maybe I can skip christmas this year. And maybe next year. I'll have to look for a new place, this one is too much money for too much space too far away from where I work. My lease will be up in February, so sooner that I realize. 3 more months.

Still exercising. Worked out a bit this morning, but am eating a little more too. Food that is so so bad for me, but is a little guilty pleasure. I'll heat up some soup before I go to work, and see if I can take the edge off.

Day off tomorrow. This is my last 5 day work week for a bit. It doesn't hurt my heart. I can only spend so much time alone in the house. My sister has invited me over for dinner Friday. Not sure if I can make it as work has me bound a bit, but will see what I can do.

I keep thinking about running in the Pride 5K, but that's thirteen miles and I'm just barely walk/running one before I get bored with the whole process. Not sure what to do about that, or who to ask. I can't tune my head out and concentrate on the exercise because I lose interest in what I'm doing. It's a huge issue. I need to rectify it quickly or the exercise/getting healthy initiative is all for nothing.

Missing my boys. Missing my friends. I'm going to try and make new ones in a couple of weeks. That will be interesting. Fingers crossed it goes well.